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I’ve been a mechanic for five years now. My love for working on cars has slowly dissolved. I am now at the point where I find it so stressful, that I randomly puke/dry-heave throughout the day. I have no appetite, I drink way too much beer every day, and I hate waking up in the morning.
I’ve learned so much in this trade, mostly the hard way (like most techs), and I don’t regret my experience. I am proud to call myself a journeyman mechanic, but I think I’m done with it.
A few years ago, I was an industrial electrician. I’m thinking of trying it again and maybe getting my license as one. Pays well, and the stress was not even comparable to working on cars, even if it is harder on the body. With construction jobs, I’ve always felt proud at the end of the day. Now, I just feel almost satisfied if I made eight hours flat-rate, and didn’t manage to fuck up a job… but then I go home and wonder if I torqued everything right, put the right amount of oil in a car, or if the car I did that seal on will come back leaking.
Is this a phase, or does any one else feel the same way? I’m tired of being paranoid 24/7. I worry every car I touch will come back for some reason. I dream about fucking up jobs almost every night, and I can’t drink enough beer to sleep dreamlessly anymore. It’s pretty bad.
Anyone??
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